I feel myself lapsing, Fuck. fuck. fuck.
And I really didn’t want the whole “lapses are normal in recovery” to be part of my story, but here we are. That’s okay.
We all feel alone.
The strong heartbroken halfie. The determined who confuses yet understands. The role model who’s confused and fucked.
At least I got help. At least I try. At least I admit.
At least you care about damaged goods.
We are all alone and we don’t even see each other next to us.
And the strong heartbroken halfie is now drunk and called me crazy and a fuck up along with the rest of us.
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